Monday, May 23, 2005
Gross things coming out of my body
WARNING: IF YOU HAVE A WEAK STOMACH, READ NO FURTHER...CONTAINS GRAPHIC BODILY FUNCTION DESCRIPTIONS.
Top 10 Gross things coming out of my body during this pregnancy
1. Smelly gas (lower)...that's bad when you think your own farts are terrible.
2. Urine leaking out whenever and wherever. Pantiliners in bulk!
3. Vaginal fluids of all kinds of consistencies/ color ranges. I have been treated 2x for vaginosis, but all has been pronounced healthy, but its still flowing (hormones)
4. Nipple stuff. Occasionally small flecks of whitish debris can be found escaping my nipple area.
5. Smelly belches (upper)...I was embarassed when my DH commented on the foul stench of one of my burps in the car.
6. Belly button is coming out (inverting actually...I had a serious innie before) and I can actually manipulate my belly button to pooch even further out. Hey, at least there is less space for belly button lint to collect.
7. Smelly Poo...actually I am very grateful for this as I have a history of constipation
8. Small spider veins found anywhere from my chest to my legs...complex neworks of vascular growth!
9. Occasional bad language when I am clumsy and bang my knees on things.
10. Burning acid coming up my esophagus when I eat certain kinds of tomato sauces/ bend over/ etc.
ALL this so I can have the most beautiful thing come out of my body...my child!
Top 10 Gross things coming out of my body during this pregnancy
1. Smelly gas (lower)...that's bad when you think your own farts are terrible.
2. Urine leaking out whenever and wherever. Pantiliners in bulk!
3. Vaginal fluids of all kinds of consistencies/ color ranges. I have been treated 2x for vaginosis, but all has been pronounced healthy, but its still flowing (hormones)
4. Nipple stuff. Occasionally small flecks of whitish debris can be found escaping my nipple area.
5. Smelly belches (upper)...I was embarassed when my DH commented on the foul stench of one of my burps in the car.
6. Belly button is coming out (inverting actually...I had a serious innie before) and I can actually manipulate my belly button to pooch even further out. Hey, at least there is less space for belly button lint to collect.
7. Smelly Poo...actually I am very grateful for this as I have a history of constipation
8. Small spider veins found anywhere from my chest to my legs...complex neworks of vascular growth!
9. Occasional bad language when I am clumsy and bang my knees on things.
10. Burning acid coming up my esophagus when I eat certain kinds of tomato sauces/ bend over/ etc.
ALL this so I can have the most beautiful thing come out of my body...my child!
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Working Mom
Mother's day has come and gone. I was at church on Sunday and they have a tradition of honoring all the moms present with a flower. They gave me one and I said, hey, I am not a mom yet. Close enough people chuckled. Wow, I am going to be someone's mom.
On the mom topic, many have asked if I am still working. I figured that I would work as long as I can do it and still be healthy (also the more I work the more I can sock away for the time I am not working). I may cut back a bit but I think I will get bored sitting around too much at home. Also our bills depend on both me and my dh working. I am very anal about money and could probably be more relaxed about it, but I take very seriously the expression "Be prepared." And, I would rather have more time after the baby comes. That's when the real work begins!
On the mom topic, many have asked if I am still working. I figured that I would work as long as I can do it and still be healthy (also the more I work the more I can sock away for the time I am not working). I may cut back a bit but I think I will get bored sitting around too much at home. Also our bills depend on both me and my dh working. I am very anal about money and could probably be more relaxed about it, but I take very seriously the expression "Be prepared." And, I would rather have more time after the baby comes. That's when the real work begins!
Friday, May 06, 2005
Showered with attention
Quick update: I love my doctor...I picked the right one. After I talked to him, he was very reassuring and told me to just check my sugars here and there and limit my starches. If my sugars started climbing I might need a bit of insulin. Other than that, he didn't want to make any changes.
Something about me...
I grew up in a very modest family and baby showers tended to be 20 people things at church with punch, white cake (homemade), and pastel pillow mints (leftover from the wedding?!). It was always attended by little old ladies, moms and a few kids and we sat on metal folding chairs passing things around.
Something about my husband...
He grew up in a wealthier family whose matriarch threw parties that are always the talk of the town (and often involved champagne). So (like my wedding shower), my baby shower (I live in the same town as my in-laws) will be a gala affair with a gazillion people invited (and showing up) to graze on horderves (I can't even spell the word). The current guest list involves three digit numbers. The hostesses (buddies of my MIL) are very understanding and gracious and look forward to planning and hosting this shindig.
While I am very grateful so many people are excited about this baby, I can't help but have trepidation about surviving the whole thing. I have decided to adjust my attitude and go with the flow. I can always take a nap in the middle (using my unborn child as an excuse) if I get worn out. Maybe someone will even bring me a glass of punch in between all the socializing.
Something about me...
I grew up in a very modest family and baby showers tended to be 20 people things at church with punch, white cake (homemade), and pastel pillow mints (leftover from the wedding?!). It was always attended by little old ladies, moms and a few kids and we sat on metal folding chairs passing things around.
Something about my husband...
He grew up in a wealthier family whose matriarch threw parties that are always the talk of the town (and often involved champagne). So (like my wedding shower), my baby shower (I live in the same town as my in-laws) will be a gala affair with a gazillion people invited (and showing up) to graze on horderves (I can't even spell the word). The current guest list involves three digit numbers. The hostesses (buddies of my MIL) are very understanding and gracious and look forward to planning and hosting this shindig.
While I am very grateful so many people are excited about this baby, I can't help but have trepidation about surviving the whole thing. I have decided to adjust my attitude and go with the flow. I can always take a nap in the middle (using my unborn child as an excuse) if I get worn out. Maybe someone will even bring me a glass of punch in between all the socializing.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
More blogging...
I decided to suck it up and stop feeling sorry for myself. I have self-examined this weekend and think I am carrying a lot of anger and frustration around from past issues in my life, not the least of which, the infertility issue. I noticed that I have been thinking thoughts like, "hey, if it was 10 years ago, I'd be 24 and probably wouldn't have such a time getting/ being pregnant." I know, I know, non-productive thinking. But it made me finally face the facts...I am human and have health issues and am angry about them. It's OK. Things could be worse, but it is ok to have human feelings like anger, frustration, sadness, selfishness and grief.
My anemia is very mild and I don't think this will be much of an issue. The thyroid is actually appearing to be too high (very odd) and I take medicine everyday. I anticipate it will be cut back. It is very odd because usually the pregnancy will require MORE thyroid, not less. The glucose issue...I am preparing to hear my doctor out and let him know that I am willing to stick to a good diet and even prick my finger (I am already doing it...OUCH).
So I decided to move on with life and go register at Target for my baby shower which is in 1 month. My dh came along and I let him pick out the toys and fun stuff and I debated about strollers and car seats. We left satisfied.
My anemia is very mild and I don't think this will be much of an issue. The thyroid is actually appearing to be too high (very odd) and I take medicine everyday. I anticipate it will be cut back. It is very odd because usually the pregnancy will require MORE thyroid, not less. The glucose issue...I am preparing to hear my doctor out and let him know that I am willing to stick to a good diet and even prick my finger (I am already doing it...OUCH).
So I decided to move on with life and go register at Target for my baby shower which is in 1 month. My dh came along and I let him pick out the toys and fun stuff and I debated about strollers and car seats. We left satisfied.
