Friday, December 10, 2004
Revirginization
It will be approximately 1 month since my DH and I had sexual relations.
Abstaining to make a baby.
A paradox and certainly an interesting development in our relationship. Imagine sleeping next to the most desirable person in the world every night who wants to be with you just as badly and not being able to "go all the way." But we won't until the doctor give the OK. Maybe some would laugh at this, but we have come too far to misstep in any way. Our desire to have a child, our child, is stronger than any bodice-ripping moments we would like to have.
Abstaining to make a baby.
A paradox and certainly an interesting development in our relationship. Imagine sleeping next to the most desirable person in the world every night who wants to be with you just as badly and not being able to "go all the way." But we won't until the doctor give the OK. Maybe some would laugh at this, but we have come too far to misstep in any way. Our desire to have a child, our child, is stronger than any bodice-ripping moments we would like to have.
