After the IVF

I actually have a box of outgrown baby clothes now. It is amazing to me to even be at this point. I could not even wrap my brain around the concept of such a thing before. The repeated failures of not getting pregnant blocked out most any thoughts this nature. In a weird way, I think infertility had me so focused on pregnancy that actually being a mother now, holding a ever enlarging, wiggly, pooping, smiling, cooing child has me in shock and awe.